i now weigh 124 pounds. <3 like twenty to go.

i’m buying diet pills with my christmas money.

i’m severely depressed, and have been for like two weeks. i don’t know what to do.
i haven’t worked out and i look so disgusting right now.. it’s bothering me so much..

I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO FUCKING DO.

i’ve reached the point where i don’t even want food.

10275) When I eat I wish to god I didn’t and when I don’t all I think about is food. Will there ever be a time that food will not dominate my every thought? Will there ever be a day when a simple thing like food doesn’t have to be my enemy?

(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)